M got laid off today. He'll be out of work for at least a month, but with everything so slow, it may be longer. He's a union carpenter foreman, but even with a union, it will be difficult to find work right now.
I have to tell you, I'm freaking out a little bit. Unemployment won't even bring in half of his salary and with it being the middle of the school year, it isn't as if I can go back to teaching right now.
Like I said, kinda freakin' out here. I take care of all the bills since every time he's been in charge, he just walks around loudly complaining about ONE MORE THING he has to do.
(Ass.) Anyway, he really has no idea how tight everything is right now. I'm trying to stay calm since my breakdown certainly won't help anything, but it's difficult.
I hate the thought of living on our savings; I look at these kids and get really nervous about just how we're going to do it. I know it can be done--live simply, live cautiously, spend responsibly-- but I still worry.
I hope this ends quickly.